I have to leave

Edit: I hope it's more or less solved (also talking in the chat), everyone have bad moments and evertyone can make mystakes, focus on just the first part maybe

I announce that I have to leave for a month because my brother will be married and then we will go on holiday for September.
I'll try to connect, maybe, to see if I can reply or not but I will not have connection except for rare case

So another leader for the LightWings is probably needed ?

and after seeing how admins and mods DO NOT WANT TO LISTEN  or understand people I'm quite astonished
totally misunderstood and see like nobody cares or like to mock me and plays jokes when I'm serious

How old are you guys? I mean, really?!

The last drop is about the reference, which should work just like an idea because ONE WILL EVOLVE AND DEVELOP IT in the roleplays
and when you don't get what i tried to explain all i recieve is "go on explain" and i already tried, and it was already clear (about the reference)

the other things is that mod and admins acted very bad taking no responsability but ignoring, and i can't forget that because apparently no one is sorry for what happened
and when i tried to say i was insulted they menaced me to warn me and said i've lost their friendship, thanks, for what? for defending myself?

and I tried to help the forum, trying to figure out what the most of users wanted

and all was a fail, the public topics or poll are ignored

and there is no sense if you see me in a totally wrong way, making me feel like i attacked someone, insulted, created problems or what next? I was always here to try to understand each one and just giving my personal opinion

i'm exsausted of trying to explain always things like i'm walking on many bombs in a dangerous place instead a friendly one, like every "wrong" word or thing you can say or do will be used in the wrong way or against you

but i see just closed minds
so thank you for non-understanding me
wow
seriously?!
what next?!

I'm tired for many many things, and troubles, and i'm not saying you have none, i think the countrary, but even if i have reasons to be stressed and worried i try to have fun with all of you, most important I thought that here it could be a place to relax and enjoy the roleplay and the dragons, but now? i'm very sad,

why are you not even trying to see things from other points of views?

Consider it as a personal attempt to explain and as an outlet
This because I'm not hiding, and i talk openly so consider it please

I was listening the entire time and please don't jump to conclusions or assumptions. I never mocked or treated our conversation like a joke.

Misunderstandings happen you can't blame people for them. Also the admins and mods here are very mature some of them surprisingly so for their age. Anyways what you have said could be very insulting to the people that have been trying to help you and listen to you.

you was not here when i was insulted and ignored, ignoring a problem is not a amature way to solve a problem

and, it is very hard for you to try to undersrtand me
i'm not insulting anyone so don't say that please
i'm quite tired of trying to not be taken the wrong way and it happens almost all the time, why?
should i feel insulted too? i don't think so, and ok tyou had no intention to do so but it's how i felt, i can misurandertand too

Sorry, I didn'tknow that this was happening. I was busy unpacking my stuff yesteerdayand today. I wilo try to fix the problem. Sorry.

i'm sorry there are things happened also in the past and it hurted me much

i hope things will be better, of course i have no intention to accuse but i felt opressed because of many things

i hope you are okay now.

But Sleenia-San! I never actually roleplayed with you! Well I'll wait for the next month, still be the king of active ness after all! I hope you be all happy when you come back! ( I'm only happy because I seal dark feelings away, still debating if that's a good or bad thing.. Hmmm..... )

yeah akre we should try a role (and yes we roleplayed a a little in the same role, i played Alysha and Erinyes)
i'll start the travel 5 september, i think i will have internet in Torino but I will be busy too because of the wedding XD
I'll return home to recorver some energy (with my family) and we will leave for holiday the 10-11 september, then i don't know how often i'll be able to log in since there is no internet and the phone does not work always well in that place (shhh it's a secret island!!! XD jk)
I'll see if i'll be able to use the computer of my cousin at her home or the internet from the bar to connct with facebook at least

does somebody here have or want my contact?
i have also skype and steam

*hugs